My Wake Up Story

I always had a normal attitude towards the news and the history I was being presented throughout my life. It wasn't until I saw the hundreds of holes in the 9/11 story (around the year 2005) that I started to wake up. The experience was not pleasant at all and as I looked into other subjects like MK Ultra the feeling grew worse. After getting a little closer to God I understood that this IS the devils system and that I was actually seeing the world more accurately than before. We trusted our news sources because our parents did, plain and simple. For any newcomers to this area of research I would like to add that the feeling of dread does pass. It doesn't mean you will feel any safer, it's a bit like turning around just in time to see a truck coming straight at you, but it does mean you have a chance to get out of harms way and to help others do the same. Now this is where things get difficult. We conspiracy researchers see ourselves as sailors aboard a perfectly fine craft, with spotters at every station on the ship looking for dangers on the horizon. And we see those who are not aware of even the most basic dangers such as fluoride, aspartame and vaccines as lost souls floating in the waters around us. We try to throw them a lifeline and they keep pushing it away and even get mad at us for assuming they are in danger at all. The reason for this may reside in the fact that specific neurotransmitters, such as norepinephrine, trigger a defensive state when we feel that our thoughts have to be protected from the influence of others. If we are confronted with differences in opinion, the chemicals that are released in the brain are the same ones that trigger a fight or flight response. The truth is we are genuinely trying to help people wake up the best we can. We are moral people and don't like seeing others get hurt, lied to or scammed. I have since looked at the 1000 other 'conspiratorial' subjects which are listed on this forum and I can say with much confidence that conspiracies are the norm. Why? Because the conspirators are in high office, they know how we operate and they usually get away with it.